Step by Step
The ultimate goal of the Magus’s development is to attain absolute freedom, which is equivalent to full realization, since the cause of any dissatisfaction and limitation is always an unrealized potential, incompleteness, or imperfection.
Thus, the Way of the Magus can be considered, on the one hand, as the gradual realization of the potentials of his Monad — actualization and growth — and on the other, as a gradual liberation from the bonds of limitation and dissatisfaction. It does not matter what the original motive is — whether the Magus follows the Way to realize himself or to avoid suffering and limitation — these are simply different perspectives on the same process.
Nevertheless, just as in ordinary life one disharmonious action leads to the next, along the Way of development there is a gradual accumulation of Power, interspersed with transcendent shifts — leaps and changes in state of mind, and with periods of darkness and destruction necessary for further development.
The Way of the Magus – this is a path of action, — a series of realizations aimed, on the one hand, at creating conditions for the development of consciousness through changes in the environment, is — the object of consciousness, and on the other — at the transformation of the mind itself.
The Way is a systematic, ordered, and directed development in which one step logically and inevitably follows from the previous and likewise logically and inevitably leads to the next. And even when a darkness or an abyss is overcome, this overcoming resists simple causal explanation, still lies within the same systemic framework, the same guiding thread on which the simple links of the Way are strung.
Accordingly, the Way begins when the Magus learns to recognize the pull of his realizations — his “true desires“, learns to distinguish them from distractions, whims, and habits, and begins to realize them step by step. In this process, the realization of one such desire inevitably leads to the emergence of the next, and it is very important to notice this pattern, to understand which next desire has ripened and is calling for realization, and to carry it out. With this approach there is an avalanche-like accumulation of power, essentially, the development and expansion of consciousness. Thus occurs what Kabbalah calls the “filling of the vessel with light“, the translation of potential into the actual, the overcoming of the pull of dual poles, and, ultimately, overcoming duality.
Although such development follows a pattern, at each stage there is a danger of failing to discern, falling prey to a destructor and of a break in the chain of realizations. This causes a fall and loss of power, and in the case of such a defeat it is very important to rise again and continue the Way, starting from the point one has returned to.
In order to distinguish desires from destructors and whims, the Magus must train his intellect, and in order to be able to rise after a fall must cultivate his will. And although everything appears very simple and clear, in practice it is precisely the art of discernment that constitutes the essence of the Magus’s training. The Magus spends his life learning to distinguish the voice of his essence from the voices of predators and parasites that skillfully imitate it, learning to understand, to feel, to rise after setbacks, to find light in darkness and darkness in light.
The Magus’s practice is a path of self-knowledge, a Way of self-realization, a Way within and to oneself. And whatever that practice may be — goetic work or meditation, runecraft or theurgy — the essence does not change: the Magus learns to govern above all the flow of his consciousness, learns to be aware of its identity with the World-flow, learns to find himself in the world, and the world in himself.
Only when the Magus’s development is systematic and progressive, when the Magus does not merely practice magic but lives it, can he attain the Way’s ultimate goal — reintegration and unity in the non-dual light of Infinity.
Well, “reintegration and all-oneness in the non-dual light of infinity” – these are certainly beautiful words 🙂 but not all grasp their meaning since we truly understand only what we can visualize or feel.
The path always begins with the sensation of Purpose. Only when a person somehow (or as a result of induction – through a teacher, a mystery, etc., or as a result of their own insight) senses for a moment the taste of future perfection does he gain enough motivation to seek the achievement of this goal. Until then, reintegration is just a word, not a sensation, as long as it is not anticipated – one cannot truly strive for it. Just as with all other names of a goal – paradise, nirvana, freedom – they become driving goals only when felt as a living reality.
Hello! Interesting topic, but in the context of searching for a way out of the vortex of causality, the pursuit of such an all-encompassing goal as paradise, Valhalla, or nirvana can be both driving motives and anchors, where what has not been experienced and is new will crunch to fit into a form understandable and corresponding to this Path, and what could have made one stronger turns into wanderings (if we speak of the search for paradise in Christianity). A lot has also been said in different traditions about passionlessness/inaction/walking on water – but if the measure of the “correctness” of actions in consciousness is not an inner response, but a rather clear and pragmatic goal, it is unlikely that such can be achieved. I think, in our gigul/samsara, one cannot find a more delicious piece of cheese than a goal like this, and it is not in vain that Laozi called the highest goal aimlessness 🙂
One of my Teachers says: “Correct action is a completed action” – if an action is completed, then personal power is not caught in inaction. Enmerkar says: “The path is endless, it cannot have a highest point, and each peak is merely another step.” What then is the Goal corresponding to Living Reality? – Another step? Or a Nudge for the Student ripe to step onto the Path? Teacher’s advances, like flashes of their own insights, fade over time, and it is difficult to hold onto the Feeling of the Path… In my opinion, the only thing left is to act as if you believe and do what you must, come what may……………………… Though there are moments when the veil lifts, and then only laughter remains because there is Nothing Else 🙂
Greetings, Navigator.
Yesterday, I also posed a question about the Purpose. A question like this: what if the Purpose does not project onto a living reality, even after careful consideration? Set false goals? They lead to false consequences. And then there arises a feeling that “Nothing Exists” at all. Which teacher will hint at what lies beyond understanding?.. Only faith remains..
And here arises the question: What is “Living Reality”? For example, if you have a Purpose, and you anticipate its achievement, but along the way, you seriously cut your leg. What will become your Purpose in this case? – after all, if you bleed out and die, there will be nothing left to strive for. So what is “Living Reality”? Is it not Death? – or, more precisely, the Fear of Death?………And here is another question (rhetorical, of course 🙂 ) – Can one mortal share, transmit, or induce in another mortal the sensation of Immortality?
In order to cut your leg with life-threatening consequences, one must damage the femoral artery, which is, fortunately, not easy to do. If, however, a cut finger sends the traveler into a panic, prompting them to chaotically search for plantain and roll their eyes, foreseeing imminent demise, the prospects for such a traveler, of course, are not particularly good. The whole question is about the prioritization; one must always understand what can be sacrificed for what purpose and what should be paid for. Death is a very valuable advisor, but if we feared the death of the soul more than the death of our mortal flesh, we would have progressed much further. As long as we associate ourselves with this very flesh, as long as we consider ourselves merely a body, there can be no talk of inducing Strength, of course. A teacher capable of inspiring and guiding can only be someone who has already passed this stage, who does not identify themselves with a limited and mortal being, but with the eternal and infinite pure light of spirit.
One of my Teachers said: The Body is the Conductor of Awareness, and that part of it which has already managed to manifest in the process of recognizing this world – is the soul….. https://enmerkar.com/en/way/the-body-conduit-of-awareness …. This was in 2009. Has anything changed since then, and has the body suddenly become a “mortal flesh”?
Priorities are ranked according to the Worldview, which, not just in words but in practice (legally) affects the entity incarnated in a specific world.
You speak of Sacrifices and Payments, but how often do we sacrifice for what we shouldn’t and pay for things that are truly worth paying for? And….do we always independently Choose the Reasons that lead to consequences that we truly need? We are all susceptible to the influence of distractors and parasites – as long as we are still human.
In words, we can change our Worldview however we like, but in reality, making even a minimal change to it is incredibly difficult, because the Set of Descriptions it consists of – is not only words, but also the chains of neural connections, closed circuits along which electrical impulses run through the brain, conditioning our sensations and encoding Descriptions.
You say: “If we feared the death of the soul more” – In words, we can begin to fear the death of the soul, why not, but… will this be Living Reality?
You say: “as long as we consider ourselves merely a body” – and what does “merely a body” mean? From the perspective of the magical myth, the body is a conduit for awareness of an entity potentially capable of perceiving three planes of existence in all their diversity. From the perspective of the human myth, the body is no more than a set of organs encased in skin – although this can be disputed, as physicists say the body, whatever it is: consists of 99% emptiness.
Living Reality is enclosed in a worldview conditioned by laws. And yes, you are right, a Teacher whose lawful Worldview corresponds to the Magical Myth, and not the Human one, can, through their actions, help introduce fundamentally different elements, their interconnections and patterns affecting not only the being and consciousness of the disciple but also those living by the laws of the human myth. Perhaps such a disciple is incredibly lucky when they meet (or have already met) such a Teacher because they will be able to know the world and themselves beyond ordinary understanding. Or perhaps such a disciple is incredibly unlucky because in the Other World they will be incredibly lonely.
Yes, the body is an important and necessary conductor of awareness. It is necessary for consciousness to learn about the world and itself. However, no matter how important the conductor is, it is merely a conduit, a tool that needs to be monitored, kept clean and in order, but which should not become an end in itself, nor should it dominate.
Regarding making changes to the worldview, I can immediately recall at least two methods that truly work for both me and many people. The other question is that it’s unpleasant, and probably not everyone wants to change anything real, and often one directs themselves to a goal with the existing worldview, conditioned by it.
Dear Navigator. “Reintegration and oneness in the non-dual light of infinity” – these are not just beautiful words, but a brief, beautiful, and precise formulation; it is difficult to digest, but if you understand, it is worth it. I don’t know your Teacher, but the Correct action cannot be defined briefly, except perhaps to describe your feelings in an attempt to convey the essence. One should not consider any completed action correct; such a definition can become a dangerous trap due to its false simplicity and accessibility. The body is indeed just a carcass, which, moreover, without constant supervision tends to smell bad and leak various liquids. And only constant control temporarily gives it a decent appearance. If you overdo it with care for it – and such temptation exists – it quickly turns from a Conductor of Awareness into a prison of consciousness. On the other hand, forgetting about the body usually becomes an integral part of the Accomplishment. There are many examples of this: in war, in workshops, laboratories, at a writing desk. In this dazzling flash of spirit, a person does not remember not only their body; they do not even remember about the conduits of awareness and the need to realize the soul. However, at the same time, they achieve the Illusory goal, however illusory it may be. They achieve it undeniably! Which I wish for you as well. I liked the question about the feeling of immortality. A mortal cannot convey to another mortal the feeling of immortality. However, someone immortal in a mortal body can convey to another such feeling of immortality. At least by the means of that mortal body, if there is no other way and there is the corresponding skill. It is said that Japanese medieval masters were quite successful in this: some with their fists, some with their feet, some with their staffs. The main thing is not to mistake the master; it’s a dangerous matter. Wish you all the best!
If you say, “Go deeper?” The mind apparently is a little too small to ‘go deeper’, let alone comprehend the cost and digest it. ….”The unification of that which has previously disintegrated”. You see, I have already seen those who desire unification. One wants to attach you to themselves, psychologically break you, impose what is beneficial to them, and use you while there is at least some benefit. While professing love for you through someone else’s poetry and words, so you silly understand that this is the true love – using you as a resource. And when you refuse – they take great offense and build mischief against you as they can. But they themselves are sure they’re doing the right actions, after all they desire ‘unification’, ‘love’ with you. Another invites you over, pours you tea, reveals their soul to you, accepts you as one of their own, and you begin to believe them wholeheartedly, believing that the person strives for an increase of love in the world. But… a little time passes, and they, coming to their senses, announce to you: If you are in love with the same person I am, then there’s a wall between us and they say this in a way… that you are sure the wall between you is forever. So was the desire for unification real or was it merely a desire to let you closer and evaluate you as a rival, only to then push you away, like a stranger who is supposedly attempting to seize what they consider “theirs”? This, by the way, is very human. These are the Laws of God Rod screaming in blood. ( To find one’s partner, create a child with him, a family, and to control him throughout the rest of his life so that he remains “yours.”) Dear Stone Guest. Reintegration is a mirage, an illusory goal – for me and I really do not wish to strive towards it non-illusionarily, so keep your wishes back. They are not needed. Perhaps for Enmerkar, Reintegration is Living Reality; here, there is nothing to discuss. Living Reality is different for each. Yes, yes. To make the Correct Action is simple and accessible. Just, for example, the body, which constantly tends to leak unpleasant smells, gives you a signal – Go to the restroom. You go. There you perform the Correct Action, undoubtedly Completed, because you don’t want to smell bad. You don’t even think; you automatically perform the Correct (from your perspective) Action. For instance, ten days ago, I woke up in the woods at night in a tent because wild boars were grunting threateningly just a couple of meters away from me. You know, I was out of my sleeping bag in about 20 seconds. I quickly laced my boots and already found myself standing by the tent with a knife in my hands in a battle pose ))))) That is, before I even had time to think (adrenaline thought for me), I performed the Correctly Completed Action. Although…. the boars, loudly sniffing the air, caught the human scent and quickly bolted away from me. Essentially, I could have gone back to sleep, it wouldn’t have hurt to stay in the tent, the boars would have left by themselves, but my action performed in vain at that moment was the only Correct one, and there was no need to “describe my feelings in an attempt to convey the essence.” The simplicity and ease of performing the Correct Action is not false, but unalterable. However, it is impossible to always perform such correct actions, which please everyone. If as a result of a Correct Action, Equilibrium is restored at one point, it is undoubtedly disturbed at another. And the only thing we can rely on when performing the Correct Action is ourselves. Reliance on ourselves, on that feeling that in the moment of decision-making comes from within us, does not exclude the influence of parasites and distractors; however, Reliance on Oneself is the only real reliance we have. All of my personally unfinished actions are incorrect personally to me. That is my point of view. Your point of view, however, remains with you.
I read the comment about the death of the soul, and I do not understand what that is; I can’t figure out from your articles what you mean by the soul and how it dies. Earlier you wrote that the soul can be sold, stolen, redeemed – what is the difference between selling the soul and the death of the soul?
Look for information on the word “death of the soul.” The death of the soul is the annihilation of personality and the accumulated experience and awareness. Sale is the transfer to another owner for a certain fee and sometimes for a certain period. A sale can be challenged or canceled; destruction is final.
Then how does the death of the soul differ from death in general? How does the death of the soul differ from the death of the spirit?
1) At least due to the absence of “life after death.” 2) What does “death of the spirit” mean?
They say that the death of the soul is not quite final: https://enmerkar.com/en/myth/dead-souls Pozz, here are the response options: https://enmerkar.com/en/way/the-acquisition-of-a-soul
Thank you for the link. Enmerkar described everything excellently. But, in my opinion, such “resurrection” is a rather rare miracle and one shouldn’t count on it in advance.
The soul is a part of the trinity: spirit-soul-body. It is the soul that feels, and with those feelings, the person on the path is guided. Any loss of the soul leads to a rupture of the trinity into disconnected parts with almost complete loss of functionality and meaning.
My formulation is – to have a soul means to have the ability to love and to have a conscience. Selling one’s soul, I do not understand what that means. One can cease to be able to love as a result of using other energies. Is this death? Or what is the soul?
“To have…..”. That is, the ability to love and conscience is viewed as something you possess, a property. If you have a property, you can sell it. Conscience, based on the etymology of the word, is a kind of collective message/information that influences a member of the collective and makes them feel. So, conscience itself is not the soul, but a way to impact the soul. If you could elaborate, what are these “other energies”? I suspect that these “other energies” will come from some other source-mediator (like the non-organic from Castaneda) and for the opportunity to use them, one will have to “relinquish” the ability to use the energy of love, which is the energy of the creator forming creation. This means stopping being human and taking on another evolutionary position. Selling implies a contract. A specific contract. That can be discussed. In general, selling the soul is the possibility of obtaining the desired in exchange for subsequent repayment or the possibility of obtaining the desired without the opportunity to enjoy what was received. Usually, selling leads to destructive consequences for the seller.
Conscience is not a means to influence the soul. It is simply a feeling of interconnectedness and laws.
The interrelationships of what with what? What specific laws?
The interconnectedness of everything that exists, the laws of cause and effect. A novel could be written on this topic. For those who have never experienced such, there are exclamations like ‘you have no conscience.’ There are also rules of behavior that must be followed. Those with conscience do not need rules. The presence of conscience also implies purity of soul. Yes, this should be generally understood.
Rebranding of the “bicycle”? The feeling of the “interconnectedness of everything that exists” and understanding the “laws of cause and effect” is what consciousness deals with. The expression “you have no conscience” is used when one individual, in the opinion of another individual, violates certain unwritten, but recognized rules in a given location (egregore). For example, in some African location, it is normal to lure and eat a passerby. In some Eurasian location, it is quite normal to send soldiers disguised as civilians to a neighbor to kill them, seize their home, and plunder their property and lie to the whole world that the neighbor did it. In some American location, it is normal to manipulate the weather over the neighbor’s head. And the citizens of these locations (egregores) have no issues with conscience. As pure as a new sheet.
You speak of the physical world, while I am speaking of the subtle world.
So, in your opinion, does the “physical” and “subtle” world not relate to each other at all, and do not reflect or manifest each other? This implies that somewhere out there in the “subtle” world exists an ideal conscientious soul, finely sensing the laws and causal relationships, while here we can observe a thief-fraudster-recidivist using their conscientious soul for “fooling” citizens and depriving them of their physical health and material well-being. So, does conscience help them be destructive? Right?
Oh no, a conscientious soul cannot fundamentally fool citizens. For example, if Saint Nicholas appears to you through a dream or even while awake, you wouldn’t say he is fooling you. This is a qualitatively different level. By the way, he is also an example of the interconnection between the subtle and physical, which you asked about in the first sentence.
Read my message again from Tuesday, May 19, 2015, at 9:16. So all these millions of people are not conscientious or they do not have time for “Saint Nicholas” to appear to them? You were not acquainted with “Saint Nicholas” during his lifetime; why are you sure you will recognize him in night visions? I am not religious and have a negative attitude toward modern Orthodoxy. I can say from experience interacting with sacred places that if you go the path of Orthodox mysticism, then the only real option is monasticism and seclusion, as knowing the Creator through mystical revelations requires colossal willpower, determination, and total self-dedication. As well as the refusal of surrounding teachings and their guidance to the true path, which you have not yet found.
Interesting traps of the path: pressure from negativity – thoughts filled with doubt are suggested, both about one’s own actions and about those who prompted these actions. Positivity – a feeling of satisfaction. Consciousness interprets it as satisfaction from the work done, as a response of forces, which implies a desire to stop, to relax, to cool down.
The Purpose is projected into reality under the condition of here and now. Beyond understanding – filled emptiness. Time is limited by the concept. Indeed, “paradise, nirvana, freedom – become driving goals only when felt as a living reality,” and what fades over time simply does not find resonance in reality.
The publication is very good. I liked what you wrote about.
I join you. “Thus, what happens is what Kabbalah calls ‘the fulfillment of the vessel with light,’ that is, the transition from potential reality to actual, overcoming the attraction of the poles of duality, and ultimately overcoming duality itself.” In Kabbalah, a kli (vessel) has its roots in darkness and simultaneously is what allows one to know the light of the Creator. To describe this, the following analogy is often used: “The light of the sun in space is not seen until it reflects off some obstacle.” It is also written that there is no light without a kli (Zohar), which means that if creation for some reason diminishes the desire to receive light, then the light itself disappears.
To know the moment of the soul is beautiful Only by touching it. Soulless fruit is pure and clear, But there is no spark of Creation in it.
The western path is not easy and difficult. I just feel like crying. Instead of studying the nature of the mind, travelers learn to distinguish their true illusions (that is, desires) from those that are thrown in from the outside, like a wrapper to a cat. Probably, it is not interesting – to study the mechanism of fooling from parasites and permanently close up a few loopholes. Then they realize these “true” desires. Well, what else is left, their nature of desires is not visible to them. They translate reality from potential state to actual, having only an ephemeral model in mind about what reality is. Conversations about emptiness go no further than philosophical chatter. Wherever you look – pure determinism or refusal to attempt a description. The main tactic is not to miss the “signal” from above and begin diligently to implement it, then the next one, and so on. It resembles the process of the cat achieving hidden sausage, which is not visible but only has a smell and air flows. But still, this is better than the absurdly profaned eastern path. You could say, nothing remains of it. Vegetarians do not differ from monkeys, meditators meditate without having an idea of how to do it correctly, yoga has become nothing more than useful gymnastics for fools, crowds of shudras have become regulars in esoteric literature stores, and Buddhism has been turned into a convenient cult of worship and deception, where lamas in Tibetan monasteries have communist party cards under their robes.
In life, it goes something like this… As soon as consciousness begins to slightly straighten the path or even as soon as there is an opportunity for “straightening”… immediately consciousness is overwhelmed by a whirlwind of problems… and in just a minute consciousness is no longer concerned with the Path… the pressure of hustle-pain-problems increases tenfold… and this happens with everyone… With a person, you can spend a whole year on idle talk and pouring the void into the void… but as soon as you even express an intention for “help,” it seems to be washed away by a wave of troublesome fuss… and you won’t see them for a long time… Each consciousness has a bunch of distortions, through which energy flows away, and as soon as there is at least a hint of an opportunity to point out at least one breach, the pressure of external forces starts to push on everything at once and a person feels as if they’re being washed away, pulled back into their world (the picture of the world)… (and the parasite as an inner observer monitors all this…) You may know perfectly well that this pressure is artificial, but you still can’t do anything about it, even if the pressure is indeed artificially caused, blood will spill for real… and in 99% of cases everyone hides back in their shell…
As for the blood… In our world, there are those who feed on blood, and they must be perceived tolerantly, as inhabitants of our world. Everyone is needed and everyone is important.
“External forces” only press because people allow them to do so. Whoever plays by their rules is doomed to lose forever.
Dear GATO, you mentioned void. Please explain what this space is from your point of view and what is the benefit of understanding this substance?
Explanations here are useless, but one can be pointed in the right direction. How does a differential operator differ from what it can be applied to? A mathematical function cannot exist without a space, but an operator can. There is neither space nor substance, nor energy, nor matter in the Void. But from the Void, one can make anything. Not because there was nothing in it and then something suddenly appeared. Nothing ever came into being or disappeared, except for ‘operators’ who themselves are just part of consciousness. And the benefit of understanding – that is for another opera. If such understanding comes, the notion of “benefit” becomes unnecessary.
Sensitivity is not wholeness, and not magic, and not an outcome. That’s what I wanted to say) although of course it is part of them. That’s what I wanted to say, and as you can see, it’s not very effective to rely on mere sensitivity.
There is no void and no absence of void in essential form. In fullness, there is boundless emptiness, and in emptiness, there is boundless fullness. The great revealing and the great unifying principles simultaneously reveal something from the void and return something to the void. At the same time, these principles can return nothing to the void – revealing from the void poles of the binary into fullness or not revealing anything into fullness, neutralizing the poles of the binary into void. The BINDING OF THE GREAT REVEALING AND THE GREAT UNIFYING PRINCIPLES FORM A DIRECTED OPERATOR, AFFECTING THE Great VOID AND Great FULLNESS ON THE PRINCIPLE OF WORLD BALANCE. Both principles can be spontaneous. At the same time, they can be dictated by previous realizations and disintegrations – both at the level of logical sequence (step by step, like in a chain reaction) and at the level of AWARENESS CALL of the operator of realization and disintegration, if as a result of the previous influence a carrier of the POWER OF AWARENESS was materialized, capable of making such a call. Carriers of the POWER OF AWARENESS consciously intertwining the great revealing and great unifying principles create multiple realizations and disintegrations and often realize Other Carriers of the Power of Awareness – in all their possible multiplicity. At the same time, the selection of carriers of the Power of Awareness according to the law of world balance also means the selection of Predators – the second pole of the binary. The great unifying principle, uniting Predators and Carriers of the Power of Awareness already in the Great All, according to the principle of SEPARATED UNIFICATION, creates a Path, along which the Carrier of the Power of Awareness walks, going through the battles of the Magus. They can walk the path ONLY by applying the Power of Awareness to obstacles for its growth. By realizing these obstacles, they have to apply the unifying and separating principle again – uniting with their Power of Awareness the knowledge about the Predators and on that basis separating the Predators themselves from their Power of Awareness. This is SEPARATED UNIFICATION according to the principle of the highest magic of Ankh. Thus, Steps on the Path are a complex result: the original position of the Great All and the Great Nothing, Logic of Realizations, Random outbursts of the unifying and separating principles, one’s own realizations, realizations of Created Carriers of Power, battles with Predators, and something else that can be called direct influence of the Power of Awareness of the Great All and Great Nothing simultaneously. All obstacles on the Path are treasures for the Magus. They are the best way to rapidly increase the Power of Awareness – through the aforementioned path of Separated Unification.
What a high-rise building) The carrier of the power of awareness can “invent” other people… this is not a question, I am just a bit amazed, and as I understood it, I projected it onto reality.
Not to “invent” :-), but to materialize in current reality, and not only people 🙂 but also Egregores, animated territories, animated objects of power, mineral and energetic forms of life, living records and ideologues capable of growing into teachings or dying, tribes, cities, and much more, that can be Actualized and at the same time connected with the magician.
If I truly met such a one, I don’t know how to describe it, perhaps a magician. I would ask, why. Why create all this? What is dissatisfaction as a driving motive, we know, but what else is interesting…
An even more amusing question would be, why did this one invent me) I’m serious about unraveling this, like a three-year-old child)
Regarding the parasites of consciousness. In my opinion, the issue is that blocks of consciousness cannot immediately perceive change. You give them a task, and they return you to the standard position embedded in them. Like a person who quit smoking but continues to go out onto the balcony out of habit. Start and continue this change by overcoming laziness and manifesting will to develop intention. By doing this, yes, you will attract forces, as any energetic change made in space will evoke their curiosity. Then, you will receive traps expressed in various desires like: greed, pride, fear, and so forth. Overcoming them will lead to receiving a bonus in the form of understanding, awareness of something new, that will bring you one step closer to being Human. One but: the further you are led and given to, the stronger the questioning becomes. Good luck and wisdom to all travelers.
Thank you for the clarifications. The reflections have led me to what I saw and understood but did not realize. Everything is born through fertilization (merging). The infinite Movement of the fruit in a space surrounded by the void serves as a potential for development.